It's been a while...

It's been a while, since I have been me.

I miss me.

 

I am busy, I know. But that's no explanation. 

The mind doesn't wander, I want it to,

It is fixated. Preoccupation, perhaps, or is it my situation?

I don't know.

 

I miss me. 

Maybe a divine intervention is what I await,

Can we ever get out of the mazes we create?

 

The pleasure in this pain, I can't let go.

The chaos, the restlessness, the inexplicable fear.

It drains me. Day in and day out.

I still hold it dear, close to my ego.

 

The calm of the water, keeps me sane,

I can put off this fire, I know.

I don't try, but.

It's been a while, since I have been me,

And I miss me.

 

Anjuli Rajprasad1 Comment